The last few weeks have been rough. Spirituall. Emotionally. Physically. Financially. Most people use January 1 to get a fresh start. I do but, but I also use my birthday, which'll be today. Don't believe me? Check out the list of birthdays in the bottom right column of the fatfighterblogs.com site. You'll see a bday smilie blowing a candle out in my honor.
See...told ya...the smilie never lies...anyhoo...
As I was saying. Today is all about getting my life back in order when so many things are out of synch. All I can do is a bit @ a time vs. the doing nothing I had been doing.
One thing occured to me during my down time, I tend to be an all or nothing type of person, but I also have a hard time focusing 100% on multiple things, so when I'm about losing weight, everything else operates in the backburner of my brain, then something major comes up, knocks weight loss off my high list and then I'm floundering.
This year, on my *cough* *wink*th birthday, I've decided to grow the fuck up and be an adult already. Yes yes having youthful exuberance is all good and well, but I'm not a teenager anymore. Far from it. Still in many ways, I mentally operated w/that mindset. So I'm going to use this year, hopefully come into my own, stop being scared of "old age" and try to embrace myself 100%.
As for this site.
The rest of the week, I'll be updating and getting it current. As I kick of my *cough* *wink*th year, I'm also starting a final fitness challenge. Final as in, no more personally created challenges. This one will be simple and I'll share more details later.
For now, I am going to do some work on my room, do laundry (washing clothes always makes me feel good), clean out my car, rearrange some furniture and plan the rest of the week.
